When you get this you have to publicly say 5 things you like about yourself and send it to 10 of your favorite followers :)
Thanks to zuko-thefirelord
1. I’m confident in most of the creative works I produce now.
2. My hair has grown back out to a length I find stylish.
3. I have become more outgoing in the recent months.
4. I enjoy my ability to find comfort in little things throughout the day.
5. I’m a pretty open-minded person on most issues.
So I guess I’ll send this to princess-batman lightyagaymi eighteenthinsanity soogarykrispyovenbaeky vivtsya needsmorebishies artfullsolitude dreamingofthemagicdoctor
pretending to be sober at convenience stores
I pour myself a tall, strong glass of gin mixed with grapefruit juice and take it with me to bed. After a very long day at work, this seems appropriate. I have to be ok with being alone at the end of the night. No comforting words: no man waiting for me. I will repeat this over and over until it sinks in. Alone. Alone. Until it is no longer something dirty, something that makes me feel small. Alone. Something that feels more than being simply so far from an understanding. Wanting so badly to connect with someone. Alone. Alone. This is what I want. No: what I need. I will tell myself again. I will feel it. Alone. It will be ok. Alone. I belong to myself. No one else can fulfill something within me that I cannot understand. Alone is alright. Alone is fine. I will feel this. It will hold me. More than a shallow touch or words that mean nothing. Alone. I own this. This is enough.
Dreams would be much more fun if they were multi-player servers that other sleeping people could join.
You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell.
I envy you. Every moment. You can leave me. I cannot leave myself.
— Anna Świrszczyńska (via ease